Sunday 28 September 2014

I have been in denial for the past three minutes.

Her "Will you write?" got changed to "Promise me you will write!"

I repeated. "I don't know! I wanna write, but I couldn't!"

"Just promise me, you will!"

"I am broken and I don't wanna be fixed. Thats the only way to not be broken again!"

"Just promise me, you will!"

"Ok promise!" My lips told that but my mind didn't!

She knows. "No, promise on me!"

Even though I don't believe in promises, I don't wanna lie to her.

"I can't!" I repeated.

"Won't you do that for me?" Her tone took me to the days when we were together. I felt nostalgic. She thinks she is the reason I am not writing.

"Ok I will! But you have to be with me!" I told firmly.

"Good! Yes, I will be the first one to read everything you write!" She fanzoned herself. "Write something by tomorrow itself! I don't want to be the reason for you to give up your dreams."

"I will!" I smiled. She smiled. The only difference between both is, I had tears in my eye.

"I will!" I said even after cutting the call.